Comments: today is Easter so I was looking up in my files what I had said about Easter past…. I came across this.. I was in a very bad way this time last year.. the way I feel today is not much better..

Even though I have a lot more to be thankful for than I did then. I still feel like I’m trapping myself and there will be no way out of struggle and misery. is this going to be my lot in life? just never being really happy and always struggling?

I’ve been watching a lot about victorians and how they lived.. they had it a lot rougher than I do, that’s for sure. but their time on this Earth has expired.. and like the newspaper clipping says.. They don’t have to worry anymore.

I would love not to have to worry anymore. isn’t that basically Nirvana? Just saying that makes me think about Raphael. We really connected on that level. It’s so sad, I’m disappointed. But maybe it’s for the best. I don’t believe our personalities were quite a match… I was impressed though that he knew his Meyer Briggs personality profile…. That probably saved a lot of time… I’m just not a good match for him..

Source: Other Category: Personal Type: Picture Images: Screenshot_2020-04-12-11-41-52.jpg Date Added: April 12, 2020 11:49 Mood: Bothered

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