A suggestion popped up on YouTube that had MBTA train videos…. It was so neat. It reminded me of when Bob and me went to Boston in Oct 2001. I was so excited to ride the train to Salem once we landed in Boston. We went to see one of his friends there. She was also from Crum and he grew up with her.

We hadn’t been together that long and it was our first big trip together. It was also the time I started really doing well online. I was so excited and happy to be with him. I felt safe, something I haven’t felt in a long time.

He has moved on without me, to bigger and better things. I feel like such a failure sometimes.