Type: Memory
Mood: Grateful
3
Date Added: June 23, 2019
Time Added: 20:48
Description:

I keep getting memories from Facebook about the year Henry and I went to Fort Lauderdale, Randy wasn’t there so we just hung out with arlay. that was the time we went that I met Joshey.. Right after that it led me down a very lonely path of being obsessed with him. I feel horrible and embarrassed by it now. I still think about him from time to time, that night that I spent with him was so magical to me. I could not let it go. I finally had to though, in order to preserve my sanity.

Ive learned the hard way you cannot force someone to like you or be interested in you. It’s impossible to create in someone’s life against their will… If they are not receptive to what you are sending… itll be a futile endeavor… You may break through to them eventually… that’s the plan, right? But at what cost? Your dignity? I’m not sure it’s always worth it. I suppose you just need to know when to pack up and go home… hopefully before you’ve let go of any pride you have left.

The only thing I was doing during that time period was blocking people that wanted to be in my life from coming into my life..

Weather: Overcast, Hot, Dusk
Location:
175 Oney Ave, Huntington, WV 25705, USA
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